The more I look into my past the more I long for it. I know most people try to escape their past, some people go so far to disavow anything from their past. But for me, even though I live much better than I did growing up, there are a lot that I miss from my childhood. I miss the challenges we faced together, the hardships we went through as a family, and the lessons we learned.
Everyday is a choice. And my choice today is to keep focused on the path I have chosen for myself. Even amongst all the uncertainty that surrounds it.
Hebrews 13:5 - Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee